Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Symptoms

Symptoms
  1. Having trouble sleeping sleeping at night
  2. Staying up really late (usually don't fall asleep until between 2:30-3am)
  3. My body is very tense, especially in my shoulders/upper back
  4. Occasional mood swings
  5. Not eating at regular intervals
  6. Exhibiting reclusive behaviors; highly introverted
  7. Very picky about my choice of company
 There are things I want to do [and experience] with others, but I often feel void at times or alone or without people who I'd consider close to me in this new environment.  At times, I am overly anxious to the point that I just don't end up doing what I originally set out to do or what I said I would do.  My actions are somewhat that of someone with a settling mentality.  I honestly don't know why all of a sudden this persona decides to come to life.  I recognize that quiet time is very important, but having too much of it may be a slight problem for me.  The phases come and go where I'd like to be around people or not (please refer to symptom #7).